I just want to raise awareness here... I can't hide it anymore, I am suffering severe depression. I have been bottling up my emotions for the past 2 years, and it's doing a number on me. I feel so stuck right now, and fragile... It's like no matter what I do, I always end up more broken afterwards. All I want to do is be genuine to others, and to come off as a fun, friendly person. I know I'm responsible for posting friendly-looking art and being humble, but even that starts to lose its meaning when all you get is pain. In no way am I blaming any particular person for this, but just so you know, this is how I've actually been feeling...
I can't help but vent. I pretty much have nobody to communicate with, and therapy is too expensive. To those who actually support me, I greatly appreciate it.